I recall watching the movie, The Phantom Tollbooth, several times as a kid. In the movie, Milo, the main character, eventually comes across the King of Words (from dictionopolis), and the King of Numbers (from Digitopolis), and they’re in a heated debate over who’s got more influence in life: numbers or letters.
That debate inspired discussion in my sixth grade language arts class: if you could have an army of numbers or an army of letters, which would you choose?
I recall choosing numbers, because numbers are infinite. But, then a classmate told me that for every number, there’s a word (meaning, multiple letters): “2” would lose in battle with “T-W-O.”
Nonetheless, it is now many many years later, and I still recall the discussion –and, perhaps she had a point. After all, I’m not blogging in binary code, am I?
As I woke this morning I had a few thoughts. First, I reflected on this past week, and thought of how my desk is just absolutely covered in papers and notes and note-cards all related to my study for the Montana Real Estate License Exam. Then, I thought of going to my church right in the middle of my week and playing music for my Lord. While, it may have seemed like an interruption to my studies for some, to me, it was necessary to abandon myself for about an hour.
That night of worship became a night of surrender. I prayed, intently, asking for God to go before me. To lift the fear, and the opportunity of fear from my week, and allow me to conquer the state exam. Some friends prayed with me and as I left to return home (to study), I felt like a Spartan warrior — minus all the chiseled abs.
A few verses have been floating around in my head over this past week.
Romans 8:28 (NIV)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, whohave been called according to his purpose.
This verse has given me security, knowing that my ends are not God’s ends. And, therefore, my means, are really not mine at all. In fact, I can have faith (and, therefore, confidence) that God is working a great work in my life, because I love Him. Then I notice some of the fear withering away.
Psalm 46:10a (NIV)
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
This verse, like the above, reassures me that God is in control. He’s got stuff figured out, and really, I just need to chill out. I love this verse because the command is simple: chill. I’ve got this, He says.
And, finally, Proverbs 16:3
Commit to the Lord whatever you do,
and he will establish your plans.
I quoted this verse in an earlier blog-entry, and, really, it’s a recent favorite of mine. My wife must have recently stumbled across this one, or became moved by it and decided to write it on a post-it note and stick it to the bathroom mirror. I noticed it some time ago. At first, I just read it, and moved on. But, in no time, I noticed those words echoing in my head: He will establish my plans. Just commit!
This verse has helped me find that there’s victory in submission to the Lord. Just let go. Scripture tells us to cast our fears upon the Lord (see: 1 Peter 5:7 and/or Psalm 55:22), and even Jesus said:
Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
That’s Matthew 6:27, by the way. I love that question! It’s even a bit humorous: who can add a single hour to your life by worrying? Ha! Jesus is laughing at adversity! I love it!
Now, if I may digress, or better-yet, regress (to the point I originally thought I had); notice all these numbers (in the form of Bible verses). I’m sure you already knew this, but think about the fact that the original Scriptures were NOT written in verse form. It’s not like back in the day people shouted: Psalm 46:10 when they needed a spiritual-pick-me-up! No. These passages, many of them, were written like letters. And, do we number our paragraphs or even our sentences when we write letters? Nope. Not since grade-school. Yet, today we like to remind ourselves of the Love God has for us by plastering “JOHN316” on a license plate. Or tattooing Psalm29:11 on our arm so we can feel “stronger.” Or, perhaps we buy a new house and notice the address is 2415, as in Joshua 24:15. (That would be cool!)
Numbers are reference points (to use a Real Estate term: benchmarks). They refer us to a truth in WORD. The idea behind the numbers is to give us an easy way to recall the Truth of God: that He LOVES us, and He fights for us! (Ezekiel 14:14) 😉
So, maybe my classmate was right after all, with every number, you’ve got WORDS describing it.
In the beginning was the WORD, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.